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trying to calm myself

i sit here and think.

everyword that is said

slowly going through my head.

clawing at me, forceing me to seek shelter within myself.



my lifes in shambles

my hearts in pain

while my mind being in an uproar.



looking out the window

a new soul rises

bringing with her an evil intent.



going to the drawer

that once held my only comfort,

i look at it with distracted eyes.



i can see yet i can not

i can hear but not what is being said

my heart beating faster with every thought,

every fear



forceing myself to drop the knife

i back away.

tears forming as they almost won.

but i am still here i am still me..



i beat them, i took back what was mine.

at this i smile and i think of Him.

My love My heart My soul My whole world..

he knows im strong

a force to be reckoned with.



and pushing me will be a mistake

as they will soon find,

that playing with my fire will get you badly burned in more ways then one....